I was not proud of the person I used to be.

Once, I was astray from reality. I indulged myself with that so called 'fun' when it is all temporary, harmful, sinful. That two months of total bullshit and blinded by the devils, things just struck.

"What kind of person have I become?"

I took a step back and look at myself. That reflection of a filthy version of me - someone I wish I could delete from history and throw it away.  I had conflicts, I was confused but there is someone whom I could cry to at that time, someone whom I often only find when I am in need. But surely, He will forgive every time, I am sure. He is God.

You are never alone, for where God is always there for you. Always remember it.

Now that whenever I fear that any of my plans might fail, whenever I fear of loneliness, I tell myself that God would be there. It is a very calming thought.

Thank you. God for giving me this feeling again. You are my best friend.

Anne
This is my story